Drastic measures

I got sick of the fact that if one of us, me and Micke, is a bit annoyed or tired or something, we talk to each other in a stupid way, a lot with the words again, always, never. For example me complaining you never make food, you never take the initative to wash clothes, you always play computer games and again you forgot something. And these things are not true, in all the cases sometimes should have been used. So, there will be a boycot, at least from my side in the house of using these words (Micke does not know it yet), so I put up all these papers.





Another problem is that we expect the other to be as the other one is. For example Micke tells/asks me why I don't stand in the door for a long time in the morning when he leaves when he does it for me, and I again would like him to be more into wedding planning and cooking and baking and so on. We have just lately missed the fact that we are different, and behave differently, so we should not expect the other one the behave like the first one. But it's hard, especially with houshold things, I would like it to be exactly equal, that we put exactly the same amount on time on houshold stuff, I guess that will never happen. Hope my notes will help. One of them fell already.

Cargame crashes

This morning I made a great note witch I want to share with you.
Relationships are like the playing computer car games.

You know when you play them, sometimes you can drive a long distance without crashing, but then sometimes you crash all the time, from one of the walls to the other and then back again, and then you don't really know what turn to take and so on. I think relationships are the cars.

Food, drink, sleep, flowers

Me, almost ready to leave for La Bodega, with the necklace I got from Micke. We had been dancing before, valse and cha-cha. Micke is a good dancer, and I like good dancers.

My food at La Bodega, my main course. We had a 3 course dinner in my honor (as Micke was saying) with my mom, my brother and his girlfriend.

It´s weird that he has a girlfriend, he has always been so anti-relationships. But the girlfriend is really nice, don't really get what she sees in my crazy, weird brother, but I don't know him so well, so can't really say.

Afterwards we went to Jari&Dannu to drink some wine. That was fun, even if the wines me and Micke bought were not so good. And to mix passoa, malibu and grapefruitjuice isn't such a big hit.

The happy moviewatchers. And I was trying out the functions on our camera (1 year after we bought it, thats' why the colours are weird)

I got really, really tired at around 12, so we came home. Too much drinking, dnacing and so on.

My mom gave me a flower you can't kill, only if you overwater it. I like it. The other flower is the one I got from Micke. Happy, happy.

Today is chill day, but I am looking forward to it more than my other chill days. made some bread this morning. Scones are really nice if you don't ahve ny bread at home and you want breakfast, it takes like 15 minutes to make them. I recommend.

Yesterday in Pictures

Go to Lees blogg to see pictures from yesterday. I was not prepared for anything, so I look quite shitty.

The white man

The muffins Micke made are not so eatable, it is like dry bread, but I loved that he tried. He said he had been under time pressure, and that's why he didn't stir the egg and sugar enough. Anyone want some dry muffins?
Soon we are going to dance again, this time dnaces like valse, cha-cha, tango and foxtrott. We went for lunch to the center since I had to pay the dancing classes, I have finished my shoolwork for today and I am actually quite excited and motivated for shool right now. The white man's burden book is really good. It is asking why all the money that has been pumped into the developing countires haven't helped? And what went wrong.

My day yesterday

Yesterday was my day, I turned 23, and Micke did remember me. He really did. The only problem is that I wish my birthday had been some other day, I was so, so tired yesterday form Wednesday work and school, and so on. So could not enjoy it so much, was ungreatful, complaining and so on. When I got my lovely present I could't thank for it properly since I was so tired, and Micke tought I did not like and it wasn't such a happy morning. I got the black SNÖ necklace and black earrings, they look really good with black clothes.
I went to shool, had some clases, started reading a great book: the white man's burden, and then I went to Fazer café. Micke came there and as a suprise he had Lee with him. Ate my own choclate mousse apricot cake and then I still got another one from Micke, choclate raspberry cake. It was so so filling. UUh, but good. Then my clases continued, Micke went home, Lee too.
In the evning after all my clases, we went to memphis to eat, drank 2 bottles of sparkling wine, some mojitos, ate lamb, so, so good. After that Lee and Micke were really weird, and I did not know where we were going, we just walked, drank some more sparkling wine. In the end we went to watch Mamma Mia ( I loved the movie, even if my drunkness state was a bit too high) and it was such a suprise. I love suprises!!!!
When we got home, Micke had bought really nice flowers and made choclate muffins. And that is a suprise!!!
Thank you Micke (and Lee) for giving me a almost perfect birthday (it would have been perfect if it woudl have been some other day.

He died

And then the fucking idiot who did it died. It is just so unfair. I would like to kill him slowly. Not give him the pleasure of just leaving everything. I am in favour of death penalty in cases like this.

Horrible world

It is just so horrible. What makes you decide to kill your fellow students? Why? Why can't you just speak, acream why do you have to kill. There is so many more people you hurt than those you kill. What is wrong with the finish society? In 1 year there has been 2 shool shootings, today 9 persons were killed. I hate the idea that shools can't be safe places anymore. Why are students so depressed? This makes me very, very, very sad.

It was a horrible day at work to. Bad day.

Me bad student

I had decided to focus on a schoolcourse and this morning I would have the lecture at 8.30, but then they called from work yesterday and asked if I can come at 10 alreday (was supposed to be there at 11 at first), and I made a quick decision, hate quick decisions, and said yes. So now I don't have time to go to school. Typical, since I would like to go.

Blog layout?

Is the blog better when the test is streched, so that the lines are longer? Like it is now, or was it better before?

Give me motivation!

I don't have any motivation for school work. I got nothing done yesterday, so now I have to. Yesterday was a chill day, we washed clothes, made food, cleaned the apartment, watched CSI, ate pizza and tried to chocolate fondue (just with 4 pieces of chocolate).
I realized I don't really like Sundays. I have had nothing to do the last Sundays, but I still should have done a lot, but since it is Sunday I don't. Confusing. Should start making plans for Sundays.
Today I will study hard, not do a lot of Internet surfing. No.

6 hours of dancing

Me and Micke has this weekend had one of our dancing courses. On Friday evening we danced 2,5 hours "bugg", and yesterday 3,5 hours of "fusku". So, so great. I love dancing. And even Micke liked it. Now our legs are really sore. But it was worth it!
Yesterday evening we went to Lee to chill and we were supposed to go out, but then we jsut went to McDonalds and came home. I ate a big mac, I normally never buy burgers from McDonald's, I jsut eat Mickes burgers.
I also painted my nails at Lees, and I have nothing to take away the color wth, and they look horrible, like petrolium blue or soemthing.

1 week late

Last Friday we had the crayfish party, here are some pictures form that:
I got a birthday present there also, from Anders, Heidi, Witor and Fanny. It is the wonderful choclate fondue. I love it. And I was so suprised when I got it. I just turn 23 so I guessed no one would remember. I turn next Thursday. I have a feeling Micke will forget, he is not good with special days, I guess I just have to accept he will never change.

Problematic days lately

So have had no deire to update my blog. Almost every day since Friday have sort of been bad. On Friday I was tired, but we got a lot of weddingstuff done, and we had a nice family crayfish party.

On Saturday I was tired, to train from Karis-Helsinki was 45 minutes late, I was late for work, it was hectic at work and I was tired again. On Sunday I was just generally in a down mood, had nothing to do and was sort of bored and so on.

Monday morning was nice, we took a nice walk with Micke in the morning, but in the afternoon I got a sore trought, again. Last time I also got it from walking in the fresh air. The evening was anything but fun. It was the worst evening in a long time. It had to do with prenuptial agreements, future parents in law and a lot of shit. It was just horrible. Luckily Lee lived in Helsinki, so I went to her place, but this again made Micke very worried, since I would not take his calls. So horrible, horrible shit.

Today I have been sick, finally seen all Grey's anatomy episodes, done nothing smart. Then we also had a nice, relaxing dinner with Micke at Virgin Oil. We really needed it after the shit yesterday.

Orchids

I want this colored orchids for my wedding bouquette (bukett).