Bye, bye holidays!

Tomorrow is the last stupid day. For 3 weeks now it has been at least one stupid day a week, and since I don't feel like starting a new life in between holidays or weekends I can just do it when they are gone. Another annoying thing is that nothing works, everything is closed, you just have to wait some weeks to get an answer. But soon, soon I get to do stuff with my brain. I hope. I started today, a little bit. Again I am confused about my bachelors thesis, don't know what aspect of the thing to study and it makes me go mad. Have to wait until next week when I can go and talk to the person in charge. And soon I have to know. Want to have a lot done before the wedding, looks bad, bad. Not proud of myself.

Today we cleaned out christmas, in other words our lovely christams tree. Bye,bye tree.That's it.

Geisha & Sofa

Geisha - my best friend. You have been too good company today. I feel ape (apa). (Geisha is hazelnut filled choclate in lightpink wrapping).

Mom´s divan sofa, you have been my next best friend. I appreciate you a lot.

Now I am going to enjoy the last real day of christmas holiday and just lay in the sofa watching bridget jones 2 and eat geisha.

I look forward to the new year. I am going to study hard, apply for many places, work out and get married. And go to the Maldives.

Christmas was good

Oh, I was bitter in my last post. So, so. Sometimes I am. Sometimes life is bad.

But now things are better and good. Christmas was also good, I was tired and complainy and a pain in the ass, but it was good. The food was great, good wine, nice to meet family and it was quite calm.


My mom being mommy. We made ham the first time in avery long time, and it was so so good. We have almost eaten it already. Yum.


After church in Pojo kyrka we went to Ingå, to my aunt and there we ate chrismtas dinner. We started around 6 and were done close to 10. A lot of so, so good food.

Happy me. :)

After that we went to my uncle and there we got coffee and cake.We were home around 2, and then I got my presents. I got great, great presents. One of the best things was a jacket amd some jewelery.

Yesterday we ate again. Had no room for food, but the house was full of food.
Made some Irish coffee.

In the evening we went to Affes. There is a tradition to go the affes on the 25th.

Today we chill!

Christmas is ruined

I take back everything I wrote in my last post, or at least for me. For me christams is gone. And this is a bitter blogpost.
Went to bed at 12. Got some sort of sleep at 1.30, maybe, but I woke up all the time. Since the post came between 4-4.30 I have not been able to sleep, just cry, because I had big hopes for this christmas, spend it with family and have a nice calm peacful time. Now this won't happen. I am just too tired for it, and when I am tired I am in an ultrabad mood. It is 7 o clock now. I turned on the computer. I was thinking of putting the ham in the owen at 6, have still not done it. At that time I read my old essays.
Might seem funny. Is not. Why can't I sleep? Because my body can't rest from yesterday's disappoinments and fight with Micke. I can't find peace, and actually I blame my future mother in law, and for my own mom I feel sorry, she had put so much effert on this christmas, the first in at least 2 years when we are together.
Mine and Mickes first real chistmas in Finland won't be any better.

Never want to be in Finland for christmas again

God Jul!!

Merry Christmas to everyone.
Remember that christmas is not about stressing, it is about being with your loved once and eating good food!
Picture stolen from Lee. Love the picture. We look so silly.

Tomorrow we are off the Pojo. We start the chrismtas with coffee at Lees home.

No clothes out there

Many of the clothing shops have big sales right now, normally they start afer christmas but this year they started before since they believe the sales in December will be so bad. And this because of the financial crisis. I do not share this opinion. I think it is because all the clothes they have in the shops are so, so ugly. Disgusting. Either weird colours mixed together in some hippie way or then a lot of layers., nothing simple and nice. Nothing.

I was trying to find something to wear during the christams holiday. The only thing I found was a pair of stockings (strumbyxor) and black sportylooking shoes (only 20 euros).

I went to intervalmiddlebody today too. And now I am eating the christams fudge I made today. I am so healthy, aren't I?

En sockerbagare, han bor i staden....

I like baking. But there are not enough people to eat my baked stuff. Yesterday I made a Tosca cake with "dadlar" and coconut, and it is really quite yummi (even if I tought I burned it). So guess who is eating it now? Me. So smart of me. But I did an hour of body, so maybe I burned half the share I´ve eaten.

The idea was that my mom would take it to our family reunion, but she did not get in with her key so she could not get it to pick it. I was with Lee and Lina in Jumbo, shopping the last christmas presents. I have not taken so much stress about christmas this year, and it feels good. Christams and stress don't go hand in hand, the presents are not important, it is the food and who you are with. And I am with Micke, so everything is great! I love food.

I am just so bored

Too board to write blogs. Too bored to do anything. I need plans in my life, an agenda, a semi full calendar. Now my calender is empty until the middel of January. I really have to start to focus and get something done. Maybe I should go to Hanken next week and try writing something. But it is so boring just to write. Boring. Next week I am going to exercise a lot also.

This week I have been like some boring homewife. I have cleaned, played with the baby (in this case the dog) made gingerbreads and cleaned some more, and started reading real books. But I am bored. I could never have a life like this, for a long, long time.

I also made a gingerbread pyramid.

Exiting life. But I am the only one to blame. I need to get away from Helsinki, my life is not nice here. My life was nice in Åbo and in Ecuador.

Oh tannenbaum

Sunday was a very productive day. We build or new cycleergometer, and it worked. Yej! I have even used it, you can use different programmes so it is a lot of fun.

We cleaned a bit, but not enough, since we did not have any bag in the vacum cleaner.


We drove mom, Birre and Sussi to the airport, they went to Bejing to shop and we got the wonderful dog Jigi. Have had such a dogfever so hopefully it will soon go away, it´s not smart for us to take a dog right now. But it would be so great, a smaller one, one you can travel with if we move abroad.

Then we also went to Jumbo to shop some christmas stuff, and this is what we bought. It is so much prettier in real life. I love it. It is a 150cm white christmastree. It is plastic so we can use it for many, many, many years and it won't make our home dirty.

On the way home from Jumbo we listend to dance music from the radio and Micke said that we have not been in a long time in a bar or disco dancing. And that is so true. Then we said that we have to do it soon. But then he so cutely realised that it is just so nice being home doing nothing.

That was one of our cute moments yesterday, otherwise the day was realtionship wise not so great, I was quite annoyed at Mickes glued-to-the-computer life.