I love summer weather!

This is what I did yesterday and this morning. Lovely!

Död.

Hur kan man glömma sitt barn i bilen? Och vad händer med den familjen efter att det hänt? Kan mamman nånsin förlåta pappan? Uj. Så hemskt. Och tänk på den stackars flickan som varit hela dagen i bilen och gråtit och varit hungrig och våt... Uj.

Mycket värre än Michael Jacksons död. Är inte ens så shockad över att han dött.

Härlit med sol!

Gårdagen var en hektisk och rolig dag, så idag har jag varit helt slut och inte orkat göra så mycket annat än äta, sova, sola lite, läsa och gå en kort promenad.

Igår var jag till bibloteket, träffa miksu i centrum och vi åt glass (eller egentligen en sorbet, min nya hälsosamma livsstil!) och gick sen till salutorget och turista lite. Härligt med fint väder. Sen gick jag och tog en barnförsäkring för vårt ofödda barn (om man tar den 3 månader före så är den genast i kraft) som kommer att kosta 469 euro, från Aktia. Billigt och bra med barn. Men bättre att vara safe then sorry.

Sen klippte jag håret, försvann helt massor, men tycker ännu att det är så hett och tungt med håret i nacken, och nu får jag inte ens fast det ordentligt. Glömde tänka på det när jag satt i frissastolen. Sen åt jag lite jordgubbar och Micke kom från jobbet och vi var till simstadion och simma. Där var en massa mänskor men det var helt otroligt skönt att simma och göra nån annan form av fysisk träning än bara promenader och jobb. Sen bjöd Micke mig på sallad och sen kom vi hem.

Å så tvinga ja mig se Beck till slut, men var helt dötrött ren klockan 8. Härlit, härlit!

Jobbar imoron och har på lördan både dop och 50 årsfest. Kommer att sitta i bil och buss den dagen åtminstone 4 timmar. Och de har lovat närmare 30 grader. Söndan ska ja bara ta det lugnt, troligtvis på stugan.

Cry me a river...

Being pregnant and hormonal and all the other things pregnant women are is very weird. Have not really realised, even if Micke has said so, I have been weird until 2 days ago.

That's when I started crying like a crazy person (and I mean crazy person) because the potato I was peeling fell on the floor. And later the same evening because the food I had made did not fit into the box I had for it. Feel a bit sorry for Micke since he had no clue why I was crying and drueling like a 3 year old, and when I told him the reasons I started laughing like a crazy person again. Like ha, ha, ha, ha...

It continued yesterday, my crying. After being obsessed and crazy about my weight gain (which I of course also cried about) I forgot my wallet and buscard at home when going to work. Luckily the busdriver was nice and let me on, but while explaining this to Micke in the bus I was almost crying again.

Guess the crying also have to do with that I feel quite tired all the time...

Hata vågar!!!

Jag ser inte mera fram emot att gå till rådgivning eller läkare, för det enda jag fasar för är min vikt. Och jag hatar det. Babyn mår bra och allt är fint, men nu ha ja gått upp allt för mycket och det får mig att känna mig själv så skit. Vill sluta äta helt, eller bara frossa i mat. Hatar vågar. Blir så deppig av det. Sku int villa bry mig, men jag gör det endå. Har alltså nu gått upp över 800 gram i veckan, totalt nåt över 3 kg på 4 veckor. Uj!

Ska lämna bort all dricka, förutom mjölk, som har kalorier, inte äta nån pizza, hamburgare, franskisar, ingen shoko (uups.. åt ju bara 100g belgisk shoko igår som mamma hämta från bryssels flygfält när hon kom hem från Madrid). Bara en massa grönsaker, frukt och kött med lite fett. Jävla tråkit liv!!! Är väldigt störd, säkert mest på mig själv för att ja låti mig äta skit.

Okej, till trevligare saker. Igår shoppa jag lite babykläder på rea, det var kul. Väntar så på att han/hon ska komma ut, börjar tappa tålamodet snart, och då är det ännu åtminstone 3 månader kvar. Mamma hade också köpt en massa babykläder i Madrid, vissa finare än andra..

Ska på jobb idag.

Animals at Högholmen zoo

Bears...

...and babies..

...even cuter babies!


Yum, yum!

Högholmen!

Oj vad denhär dagen varit härlig!

Har varit till högholmen (såg till och med lejonungarna, men till Mickes tur gick de rätt snabbt in tillbaka, annars sku vi säkert ännu vara där) har ätit över 1 liter spanska jordgubbar och memphis burgare, shoppat skor åt mig och två par åt Micke, köpt Stockman kort... Ja där var det.

Helt härligt, och det har varit soligt!

101 days left!

Oh, just put my info in a calculator and this is what I got.

I am now in week 25+3.
Still in the second trimester for 2 more days, then in the last and third.
The baby weights approximetly 850 grams and is 35 cm.
I have passed 63% of the pregnency and there is 101 to the expected birth day.

And how do I feel?
Overall I feel quite okay, but while working I have different problems with my back, and pain in the bones between the legs while walking and standing for more than 3 hours, and I feel I have to go to the toilet all the time (which is not really possible while waitressing). Not so nice, luckily I don't work so much.

Otherwise I am again very tired all the time, sleep around 10 hours and could probably sleep all the time. Think I have had that for the whole pregnancy or then it is just normal me. I am hungry all the time and could just eat, eat, eat. Trying not to. I have weird dreams that freak me out. My stomach is quite small, but I can see and feel the kicks so everything is okay. Next Tuesday I have time to a doctor so then I will know more.

Our summercottage

I am a bit of a city princess who like hot running water and a real inside toilet, but it took me only one night to get comfortable with our summer cottage and now I plan on spending a big part of my summer there, especially august since I don't plan on working then. At all.

We have not been so much at the summer cottage for 3-4 summers, so it has fallen apart a bit. Sad. All my great summer memories are from here. Now my mom is trying to make it better so next summer it will be perfect. Will spend my next summer there with the baby. I hope.

We slept in the newly painted sauna which is by the lake (the real house is up the hill) and to the left you see the wiev I saw when I woke up. Saturday was a great day. It was cloudy but warm so we got a lot of things done. In the evening when we were in the suana a summerstorm started with thunderstorms and lightnings and after that the weather was not nice at all.

We ate a lot, as always. Even went to buy some more candy Saturday evening. And we looked quite horrible.


We went out with the boat and trained our back muscles a bit. Jigi did not at all understand where we went, so she complained loudly and was very happy when we were back. She is a funny dog, tried chasing the squarrels and had her eyes in the trees.

Back in civilization

Är tillbaka i Helsingfors efter 3 nätter på stugan i Lojo, och halv dag i Pojo. Ska på jobb i moron. Tittar på Suomen Huippumalli haussa. Äter rabarberkräm. Yum.

My greatest husband!

I got these earreings when Micke got back from work yesterday.

Such a total suprise so I did not even know how to react. Tought he might have got them from somebody, stolen them (maybe not), bought them together with some candy from an Alepa or some other weird thing. But no, he had just got them for me, without any smarter reason than that he loves me. Yeah. Happy, happy me.

Tired

Life is back to normal. Nothing special. Worked Tuesday and yesterday, and will work tomorrow again. And then we will go to our summer cottage for the weekend and just relax and eat.

Oh, I passed to bachelor thesis course, with a megalow grade, have never got such a bad grade in anything, but I passed and I guess the problem was that my motivation has not been the highest... Don't really know if I should care and worry a lot about this, or just forget it and be happy one phase is over. Guess I go for the second option.

My body is very tired today, no energy for anything. Blah.

Back home with Micke!

It was a great trip! Totally magnificant. But oh it's good to be home, sleep in your own bed, take a nice shower in your own shower ... And to see Micke. Even if it is horrible to be apart the feeling of seeing each other again is so the best, feels like when you just met and everything is great. 5 more hours and he will be back from work again, yej! I love hugs and kisses!

So the trip was totally worth the money. A bit sad of course was that I got some sort of flue in Norway and had problems sleeping the first nights so I was not in the mood I would like to have been in. I am happy for both my friends, Dagny in Norway and Melle in Uppsala, they both seem to be great and very happy. And they were both great guestreceivers!

Dagny lives here! It is so beautiful.

We went for a walk in very windy weather and then we had some picnic!
We also drove to the snowy mountains close the where Dagny lives, since we never have seen snow in our lives...

On the way to Uppsala we did something Swedish. We ate meatballs at Ikea. But did not buy anything.

Uppsala is a beautiful city, would like to live there some day.

More foodpictures from the foodfreak! This was among other things what I ate on Saturday in Stockholm.

And this was all I bought during the trip. The only 2 things for me were the flip flops from Cubus in Norway and a lip balm. The Nike bag for Micke, and also the candies. Oh, the rest of the food stuff was for me. I found a lot of lovely clothes for the baby, but I was strong and did only buy 2 things. Then I also realised it is still 3,5 months until it hopefully arrives and I will just buy the wrong things. But the body I bought is cute, it says " Mum is lovely, dad is great, I am both". And I am sure that will be true! The book seems also really good, it's thick and very smart, and was on sale and cose only 12 euros.

Today I clean, cook, wash clothes and buy food.

One funny question I get now when I am pregnent is how the baby is feeling and if it is okay. It is quite hard for me to tell, I can feel the kicks, but I can't know how everythigns is with the unborn life inside of me...

Our trip starts today

The weekend at the airport was quite dead, no big panic stress chaos days, even if that is what was expected. Sad to be inside when there has been such a great summer weather.

Today me and Lee are going to drive to Turku, from there we take the boat to Stockholm and drive to Norway to Dagny, stay there 2 days, drive to Uppsala and visit Melle and do some shopping in Stockholm. Wil be back next Sunday evening, so i guess my blog will be quite dead.

When me and Micke met I went to Turku to study and he lived in Helsinki so we met around every second/third weekend. Then when I moved to Helsinki I was quite busy and did a lot of things and we did not see each other so often. This last 6 months I think we have been with each other almost all the time. Will be weird to be away from him for a week. After 2 days I will miss him so much. No hugs, no kisses...